Tuesday, March 10, 2009

New and Improved

Ok, So im a subbie. I'll admit not a good one yet, but im still learning and trying.
Its funny how much life throws at you. One day it was me, and Samie, The next, It was me, Samie and Corvan...My Fellow subbie's. Samie is dear to me in ways i cant explain, and she knows she is. Corvan, dear Corvan, if it wherent for Samie...I dont think i would be where im at right now. Samie, introduced me to Corvan....And like every other fairytale, Me and Him became family.
Well i needed help improving things, about me and my ways. So i handed over my keys, and now im letting Corvan, guide and teach me.
So far, as a new Subbie, I love it. I Have two Miss's, One is Miss Mah, the other is Miss Mish.
They are so important to me, Everything they want, or need....I would love to be able to do that for them.
So far what i've learn by experience, and also through being tought, Is that being a sub, doesnt mean your a slave. Which is what alot of people mix and match.
And that also you do have your rights and your freedom, But you let your Miss/Master decide whats best for you. and you trust in that decision without any doubt.
Another big thing is communication....(so spelt that wrong), If you dont comm, with your Miss/Master, you wont be happy. Also another thing i've learned from experience.
So far, everything that im learning, Im accepting with open arms. Even stuff i didnt agree with before.
But at this note, Im going to leave it at that for now, cause i still have so much more to say, I just dont know how.